Monday, October 5, 2015

Oblivion


I'd consider myself quite a logical person. I am able to take myself out of my own bubble, analyze and assess most situations. I take in the opinions of others and my own personal logic to determine what's the best next steps.

BUT...

I'm also a stubborn person. 
I'm not oblivious to the obvious... 

I simply pick and choose what I see and take note of. I just acknowledge the things that are convenient to what I want. I'm a flawed human for so many reasons, I am far from a perfect individual... I make mistakes, I do things I know I shouldn't...but often my biggest flaw of all is erasing all logic and fueling my actions based on pure. raw.emotions.

While it has led to a hell of a story to tell one day...
It has also led to a lot of dead end streets.
NO REGRETS...

Simply a lot of essentially pointless situations. It has lead to roller-coasters, followed by bungee jumps, followed by jumping from a plane levels of adrenaline... but when the dust settles, you go from everything to nothing... because that's the thing with going off emotion, it fills you up so much for the moment, but if not used with some logic you're eventually left empty because of all the signs you didn't follow. You were busy following the beat of your "own drum", that you failed to see you were dancing to someone elses rhythm. That once the music stops playing... you have nothing left.... You were running off a high while driving full speed into a wall and for a moment you didn't care because it felt that good...

until you crash...and you're left scarred and a little beat up... you're left wondering why you didn't do all the things you knew you should have. Was the high worth this new low?

Eventually you know better & do better... But for now...recover...

xoxo
-signs the girl using logic.

Palabritas Del Dia:
"Never ever compromise what you deserve, for what you like. Life is filled with people that are willing to do anything for you...Find those people & embrace them. Lowering expectations for the good of someone else never ends well. Sometimes, from time to time, using logic is a lot more beneficial than running with emotions (don't quote me on this)... xoxo ElizTalks"

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