You do better...

One thing that get's better with time is the ability to "Know better"...then, more so down the line starts the actual "doing better"...

I admit at some point in time I didn't know better, so I definitely did as I pleased having no regard for the consequences.

Eventually I grew up.... 

and became worst 

(yeah, only shit I would do, right?), 

I knew better but refused to do better and continued to do things as I pleased. Being fully aware of the consequences down the line, but paying them no mind, because, "I do what I want"... 

But eventually, (like about last week) I learned that my actions need to be a bit predetermined. That I must take a seat before I jump. That I have to analyze things thoroughly, because no one likes cycles. No one likes irrational decisions, or sudden outburst. I'm known to make a rash decision or 2. I'm impulsive by nature so I often do things solely by how I feel at the moment. Mostly because my emotions are so extreme that it consumes me fully until I do something about it. Until I do it, then I'm over it. Once it's out in the universe, it's out of my system & then I reflect. Possibly a bit too late, but I reflect nonetheless. Only to go back on my decisions or to solidify my reasoning and being okay with it. It's a toss up. Never really know with me...

But I'm learning the power of  "doing better". The ability to see my own faults, to see that I'm headed down the wrong path. The ability to not silence my instincts, to pay attention to what the universe is telling me....and essentially following through with what I know and have learned along this road...

To understand that decisions always have consequences  & that "baby Jesus, don't like ugly"... and karma doesn't either...

So I'm making decisions, being 100% honest with myself... staying aware and alert on what's what.

xoxo
Signs the girl finally knowing better & doing better...