unbothered

You know when you mentally convince yourself that you're entirely cool with something. When you some how trick yourself into thinking you are unfazed & unbothered. But then the universe giggles and teaches you in more ways than one, how far from the truth that is. That sometimes no matter how much you try to speak things into existence, when it comes to our feelings there is nothing we can truly do to alter them, or alter our reactions.

Something that will affect us, will do so, no matter how hard we try otherwise.

It's become a new trend in social media to gloat about being unbothered. To state how insignificant the actions of others are, or the concept that what anyone else says means absolutely nothing.

Who are these super humans? 

Because I would like to be injected with these "unbothered juices". 

If there's one thing that's true about me it's that I do get bothered. Obviously the "who", determines how affected I actually am, but it's almost guaranteed that I'm always affected. It's not that I give everyone the power to alter my emotions, It's simply that human interactions are the very essence of my being.

The whole concept of we are born and die alone, is very untrue to me. Yes essentially you are your own "everything". But we live in a society where fundamentally you need a little of everyone to go by with day to day. So one thing does in fact have to do with the other. One persons action can and should affect you, to an extent. We feed off each others energy and unless you have a super wall I'm not aware of, I'm not sure how anyone does it.

But in the mean time, I'm going to look for that super wall & continue to act unbothered.

xoxo
signs the girl bothered by the unbothered.