Do I Even Know You...

Fancy to see you here...

Ever have moments where you completely doubt your connection with someone else? Where you analyze the situation and realize, you don't even know them. Be it family, friends, lovers...

Moments where you sit back & it's like...hummmm ......"Do I even know you"

Reality is, you probably have these moments with everyone. As predictable as we are as humans, we have layers upon layers that make us who we are. So you never fully know someone and are constantly learning, constantly getting to know them.

We are even constantly reintroduced to ourselves. 

Despite knowing this... it's always an uncomfortable feeling to see new layers of someone you've seemingly known for years. It's always an uneasy shyness of meeting "someone new", even when it's someone that you've known. It still makes you take a step back and think...."Do I even know you".

It's always an adventure to get to know someone, it's always a choice we make to know layers of them. We can know someone for years and really not know them, simply because we choose not to, and they choose not to share.

This truly defines the level of your bond. Truth is you might have known someone "in and out" but a year has passed without a connection & you won't really know them anymore. We are ever evolving creatures so it requires a conscience effort to "know someone"...

But..

I think it's always difficult to accept when you've merely scratched the surface of someones layers. When you realize that you only thought you were going "deep", and truly haven't. That "Do I even know you" feeling is never comforting... That awkward moment when you realize you don't know them, that moment when you have to sit back and accept that you only wished you did. That "time", does not play a part in situations where you were not let in.

That sometimes we're simply left waiting at the door, talking through a window, never welcomed inside...
leaving you with constant moments of...

"Do I even know you..."


xoxo
signs the girl, that knows she knows nothing.