Letting Go

Such a complex loaded term for me. The action of letting go. Seems like its the solution to so much, & it's the one thing I can't manage to ever do. I hold on tight to things, grab it with my entire heart. Geniuely. 

So letting go seems...foreign...

How can you truly let go of something you at some point put so much into. Not to say I don't move forward. I do, I go on with my life & continue on with my merry way. BUT the parts that are connected to my past, seem to always be. Probably because I keep so much of my past, present. Like I try to play a trick on destiny & just morph situations. Change & adjust them to fit into my present day. 

Now, the questions is, will I always do this? Will I keep everyone & everything around for keepsake? 

I'm a hoarder of sorts, I keep "people" around even when I have no use for them anymore. Even when I know that whats done is done. 

Are my efforts what keeps the world by me, or is destiny letting me know my lessons with said people aren't over?

Is it fate that keeps all these people /things around or is it my excessive efforts? 

Guess I'll have to sit back & find out, while I loosen my grip a little. 

Xoxo

-signs the girl that never really lets go