Crazy

Disclaimer: I swear I'm not a crazy latina...

I've grown to loath the term "crazy".
It's used so loosely these days, a quick way to label a possibly emotional individual.

Given,some people sure do things out of the "norm" and are a bit extra. 
But essentially everyone has a valid reason for the things they do or say, they just might not express it in the best form.

by they
I mean ME.

I've been called crazy a decent amount of times in my life.
Mostly because I hold nothing back, I have no filter...
If I feel it , it's being shared.
PERIOD.

Maybe this makes me selfish.
I don't hold things in for the benefit of someone else.
I don't hold back because of how it may make the other person feel.
At that very moment, what I feel is what's priority to me
& I say it,
ALL OF IT....
PERIOD.

and then I regret it...
ALL OF IT...

because truth is,
not all things are meant to be shared,
some feelings are quite passive and expressing them isn't always necessary.

So maybe I loath this term so much because it describes so many of my passive sentiments, because it depicts perfectly the way my feelings work.
I'm crazy passionate
I'm crazy emotional
I'm crazy dramatic

but in the end...

these "crazy" moments simply mean I care...
I care too much possibly...

xoxo

-Signs the girl whose heart is crazy