We all know Timmy...
At least some version of him.
The "emotionally unavailable"guy
the "still caught up on his ex" guy
the "I just want to have fun" guy
the "I love you but I'm not ready yet" guy
the "we can't be together, but no one else could have you" guy
the "I really like you, I'm leaving her soon" guy
The guy that some how makes you THAT girl.
The girl that's one scene away from being on the cast of Love & Hip Hop. The girl that often comes out of character & starts behaving in ways you vowed you never would.
Sometimes we continue to meet Timmy within different people. Often leaving us wondering, "Am I the problem"...
Truth is. YES. yes I am the problem. Yes I'm the one who continues to let all versions of Timmy within my reality. Time & time again, I get clear hurricane alerts that this is yet another Timmy. But I surf that wave anyway, assuming, this time, it will be different. This time Timmy will finally have evolved to Tom & will come with a lifevest to save me.
Ehhh... Try again Doll.
You usually get exactly what your gut tells you. That feeling that doesn't go away, even when we try our darnest to ignore it. That's the Timmy hurricane alert you keep ignoring.
I'm still trying to figure it out, figure out why Timmy is always so appealing. Why one of my favorite things to do is entertain Timmys all over the world.
Is it possible, that I'm simply as emotionally unavailable as Timmy?
That Timmy is simply a reflection of Me...
:welp:
XoXO
-signs the girl that has some thinking to do...
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